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Loop - Aoi/Uruha (1/1) 
May 26 09
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Title: Loop
Chapter(s): 1/1
Author: xxshamisen
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Disclaimer: Real people, real circumstances, fake stories.
Summary: They were such a beautiful mess.
Comment: Prompt. Made for yumikouri because she's so awesome for giving me basic Swedish lessons, ahah. Jag älskar dig, Yumi-chan! ♥






Aoi found beauty in many things. He found beauty in the things usually underrated; he found beauty in things that are not considered beautiful. Hell, he even found beauty in the way that Uruha’s amp cables are now twisted into so many careless knots. Needless to say, he noticed things, and finds the beauty in them one way or another.

Uruha, of course, was different. If anybody displayed beauty so obviously (he even has it on his name, for god’s sake) then it would be him. There were times that he’d deliberately do something to make his beauty stand out, but at most times it seems that he does beauty so effortlessly. It wasn’t just in terms of his physical appearance but also in almost everything – playing the guitar, speaking out his opinions, and of course there was also his proud yet adorable personality.

Those whose beauty was widely recognized, Aoi usually ignored. The main reason why is because he believes that these things – persons – had already been showered with enough attention and praise that he doesn’t need to reiterate the truth anymore. Somehow it was also a resistance: a resistance to the conformity of groveling at the feet of whatever is beautiful to the eyes of many. Somehow it was also about his selfishness: if he loved and appreciated something that’s not loved and appreciated by others, then it was easier to have that something for himself. Aoi always found it amusing how possessive he actually was.

Now, leaning against the doorframe of the recording room as he silently watched Uruha desperately try to straighten out the sloppy tangles he himself caused, Aoi contemplated on how everything was such a beautiful mess.

The way they are now isn’t supposed to be. It’s not that Aoi thought Uruha was too good, too beautiful for him to even reach (although at times he did feel like so, Aoi just wasn’t the type to revere someone that much – at least, he wouldn’t admit to that) but for the mere fact that everything just wasn’t right. They were both men and somehow the odds always seem to work against the two of them – work and their other businesses kept them from each other. The fact that Aoi once rejected his own feelings for the other man for the reason that he didn’t want to like somebody who’s already desired by many was another cause. So many things point to the collapse of what they had, but of course, they only simply point.

That’s why everything was such a beautiful mess, Aoi always justified. They weren’t supposed to be, everything was so very wrong and yet they’re there, beside each other every night, their lives entangled to each other to the point that they don’t even need words to say what they want to say, no odd looks to express with their eyes, but they just know whatever it is that they had to know. Like they existed in each other, even.

And because the both of them just know what they had to know, Uruha didn’t have to look up to recognize Aoi’s presence, and Aoi didn’t have to ask if Uruha needed help (it wasn’t because it was badly drawn on the younger’s face though – Uruha never showed his frustration ever). After thirty minutes of watching in amusement, Aoi pushed himself off the doorway and walked to Uruha’s direction, and then sat down next to him.

Without as much saying a word, he took the cable wires from Uruha’s hands and undid the knots himself. While Uruha spent half an hour staring and trying to figure out how he would untie those stupid cables, it only took Aoi ten minutes to actually get them undone. In those minutes Aoi also had to endure Uruha endlessly bitch about how lousy the material for this cable was, that it wasn’t ‘flexible’ enough, it didn’t help in making good guitar sounds anyway, and other things that weren’t even relevant to what they were doing. And minutes later Uruha was still going at it, but Aoi really didn’t mind at all.

“I love you,” Aoi said finally, stopping Uruha in mid-sentence.

No, the younger didn’t blush, nor did he give Aoi a kiss or anything similarly sappy. He just gave out a soft smile and continued to talk, because the both of them knew better than to break the beautiful mess that they created.
Comments 
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May 25 09 (UTC)
No problem, dear. :3
May 25 09 (UTC)
*-*!

I have a urge to marry your stories.
...But that you be awkward. lolwut.

:D! -saves to memories-
May 25 09 (UTC)
*would

Omg. Fuck typos. >_>
May 25 09 (UTC)
Mmm, well, I don't see why not? :D Just don't marry the muses because, y'know, Aoimuse and Urumuse are married to each other 8D

Thanks very much for reading and mem'ing~ ♥
May 25 09 (UTC)
this was ...utterly beautiful!!!!!
I think I fell in love with this story...its just so ... I am afraid I can´t find the right word .....somehow it is soothing

thank you for writing it and sharing !!!!
<3
May 25 09 (UTC)
Ahah, I'm so glad you liked it, dear. :3 We all need more Aoi/Uru love. ♥
May 25 09 (UTC)
oh so so true !!!! XD

I think I am going to check your other stories ....eeerrr...I should study but who can actually resist them??? XD

I am the last one who could do that XD
May 25 09 (UTC)
DDDDDDDDDDDDD: NUUUUU YOU SHOULD GO STUD-- well I should actually be sleeping (it's 2:30 in the morning here) but I wrote that instead :D
May 25 09 (UTC)
hahah yeah i know I should ...but I had 2 exams today and I just can´t bring myself to go on (its 8: 30 pm here) XD
and your stories seem to be to good for me to be able to go what I should actually do XD

haha but you know that´s liek the best time for writing fics XD I always write at night ....I think it´s kind of better or easier ...because during the night everyone is asleep everything´s usually calm and there is nothing what could disturb you ..
and for example if I should talk about myself I can think about so many things during night...so many ideas come to me .... its just the best XD

so I probably won´t be the one reccomending a bed to you and sending you there hahaha
May 25 09 (UTC)
o///o ahah, thanks~

Mmm, well nobody disturbs me at any time of the day so I can write anytime, haha~ and I'm already in my bed, so yeah xDD
May 25 09 (UTC)
Now this was just the piece of art I needed to calm down again. Thank you.
May 25 09 (UTC)
Ah~ well I'm glad this piece soothes you~

Thanks for reading! ^^
May 25 09 (UTC)
haaah that's so no fair! D:
I always just fall in love with your stories and your writing style!!
>____<
I can't wait for my fic *O*


love
yuri
May 25 09 (UTC)
DDDDD: PORN IS HARD TO WRITE AND--*stops making excuses and continues on that Word document*

Ahah, I hope to make it awesome, bb~ Love yah too! ♥
May 25 09 (UTC)
Aw~, this is good. I like it! :)
May 25 09 (UTC)
Thank you! ^^
May 25 09 (UTC)
That was great!
Jätte bra! xDD (if that's even how you spell it.. I wouldn't know since my written Swedish is horrible xDD)
It was beautifully written and you know how much I love your fluffy stories ^^
Keep it up sweetie <3
May 25 09 (UTC)
Tackar! Ahaha~ I really don't know much Swedish either. 8D

Fluffy stories FTW! ^^
May 25 09 (UTC)
Ooooh! It was really beautiful!

[Music]: メリー - 閉ざされた楽園(Album mix)
May 25 09 (UTC)
Thanks for reading! :3
May 26 09 (UTC)
Aww, fuck. This was really lovely. I loved Aoi's thoughts, his reasoning for finding unconventional things beautiful I can connect with. Who wants to be a slave to conformity. I love how you portrayed Uruha, might be silly, but found it entirely believable.

“I love you,” Aoi said finally, stopping Uruha in mid-sentence.

No, the younger didn’t blush, nor did he give Aoi a kiss or anything similarly sappy. He just gave out a soft smile and continued to talk, because the both of them knew better than to break the beautiful mess that they created.

This was fluff, love itself.
May 26 09 (UTC)
LOL thanks. ♥ We all need more fluff and so I delivered :D

Anyways, isn't it too late (early?) there already? o_O;;
May 26 09 (UTC)
You deliver very nicely :) Yes, it was pretty late, I was just going to sleep when I remembered I should read your newest work. It was a good ending to my fic reading night.
May 26 09 (UTC)
GODDAMIT WHY DO YOUR ENDINGS ALWAYS PWN ME.
May 26 09 (UTC)
BECAUSE THEY JUST DO BB. *huggles j00*
May 27 09 (UTC)
ahh.. the time when I read the "I love you" line...
I gaped. It's surprising !!! Gotta love that.

Nice job!!

P.S.: this reminded me of Jason Mraz's song, Beautiful Mess. I looove that phrase so much!!!
May 27 09 (UTC)
You never know when the one you love would burst out something like that. :3

Well, thanks for reading! And actually, I also looked at that song's lyrics while looking for a title. It was a nice song, but it didn't give me a satisfactory title, haha xDD
May 27 09 (UTC)
Those whose beauty was widely recognized, Aoi usually ignored. The main reason why is because he believes that these things – persons – had already been showered with enough attention and praise that he doesn’t need to reiterate the truth anymore. Somehow it was also a resistance: a resistance to the conformity of groveling at the feet of whatever is beautiful to the eyes of many. Somehow it was also about his selfishness: if he loved and appreciated something that’s not loved and appreciated by others, then it was easier to have that something for himself. Aoi always found it amusing how possessive he actually was.

Somehow this had me smiling. 'Cause it reminds me of myself, and yet, it doesn't. XDD

I love the way you portrayed those two. ♥
And I can clearly picture Uru being all desperate while trying to disentangle those cables. xD *would watch for half an hour, too, before helping him*

Your fluff always warms my heart, yknow. =3
May 27 09 (UTC)
Ahah, some people really are like that, I guess. Even I'm a little bit like that which is why I don't want the Gazette fandom to spread even more 8D

It'd be amusing to see Uruha like that LOL.

And yay for the fluffy in the heart. ♥
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